>Let’s Talk About Something Else…..My Flab.

>So, as it turns out – stress and grief and spoonfuls of Nutella have caught up to me, and I have gained weight. Crap. I had gotten down to 163 on Weight Watchers – (a 23 pound loss) – but the whole thing with my Dad obviously threw me off course.

I am not mad at myself though. I needed to just wallow and eat chocolate and sit around like a lump. I think I had a right to do that for a bit. Some huuuuuuge meals in restaurants, yea – I admit it – it made me feel good. And I needed to feel good.

It needs to stop now though. I am tired of wallowing, and I feel chubby.

No, I am not done grieving. I am still sad, and I still cry at odd times, and I still feel “off”. I guess that will last for a good long time. But I can’t use it as an excuse for unhealthy habits anymore. I am sure my Dad would not want me to do that…right?

SO.

Guess what? I am starting the 30 Day Shred again. Lawd have mercy!

That Jillian is a major whore. Satan in sweats. I hate her. I want to punch her in the uterus. She irritates me. But god bless her, cause I know she can whip my flabby muscles into submission. So here we go.

Hey, guess what else? I took pictures again, aren’t you excited? Complete with the scribbly black stuff over my head, cause Antony and CLEOPATRA, I am not looking so good lately. Plus, if I am going to post chubby pictures of myself in my grubbly saggy workout gear – I need to be at least SLIGHTLY incognito.
*blech*
I am not taking measurements this time, I just don’t feel like it. I will just go by pictures, and hopefully my clothes starting to fit right. Hope hope hope.

I give you, Before. Day One. (actually Day 2, not that it matters)
Current weight 168. (Crap)

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Hey, you know it is really me, cause you can see my new dragonfly tattooooooo. I will take pictures when I am done each Level. You are supposed to switch Level’s every 10 days, but I am guessing I will need a few more days on each Level cause HOLY HANNAH I am out of shape!! Day One nearly killed me, and my muscles were shrieking today for Day 2, but I went ahead and did it anyway – cursing the whole time. Man, I HATE WORKING OUT! I loathe it, I despise it – it sucks big time ass.

The End.

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3 Responses to “>Let’s Talk About Something Else…..My Flab.”


  1. 1 MrsSpock June 3, 2010 at 1:43 am

    >Good Shredding to you! I am working out with Gilad on FitTV every afternoon M-F. And Biggest Loser weight workout 2x week. Jillian every day is impossible for me…

  2. 2 edenland June 3, 2010 at 6:33 am

    >You can totally punch Jillian in the uterus because she doesn't want kids because they'll wreck her figure so she doesn't want her uterus anyway.Also, ummmmm ……. you have a skinny little arse and skinny twigs for upper thighs!!! You look great anyway. I say, more power to Nutella.Love you mate.xoxoxoox

  3. 3 Photogrl June 3, 2010 at 3:57 pm

    >I love the scribbled face pics…they make me giggle!Jillian will kick your butt…but at least at home you can talk back to her! I know the 30 day shred will be coming out of retirement here, soon!


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